Sunday, May 25, 2008
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although i promised ken not to post about that thing, but after seeing a few of you all posted about that, i guess there's no harm for me to post that as well.
it all happens on a friday night, a day where we should really celebrate because it's OUR LAST TRAINING before we pop. however, just a minor thing broke out and there goes our dream...
shan't elaborate on what really happen, but just a small and joky comment cause you to get pissed with all of us for the whole night (or maybe even till now). i was really thinking why it was always me. perhaps, i just have an f***** up attitude. but i can say i'm always the one going out to apologise, and do some soul searching after the whole incident. i would change if i'm really in the wrong. similarly, for this case, i was the one who apologised, and i came back doing some soul-searching as well. but you, if you are angry with me, just say it, and you don't have to drag the whole squad down as well. keeping quiet for 4 hours. junwei vomitted, benjamin went crazy, 10 of us cried. what the shit. if you were to just uttered some words from your golden mouth, we would have easily solve this thing.
why can't you just accept my apology? i apologised 4 times from the start till the end. come on. many of them even said you were in the wrong. but, it takes 2 hands to clap. i guess i have to shoulder some responsibilities as well. but i have already said sorry for four times, what else do you want me to do? all along you were those joky type and you suanned me for quite a few times as well. did i do something like this to you? i just laugh it off and forget about it kay. if you can do this to me, i don't see a reason why i can't do this to you. and for heaven's sake, it's just a joke. you don't have to be so serious. the others were saying that you have done this for the fourth time. first time was a minor thing with ken and kenneth, second thing was a minor thing with terence, third time was a minor thing with yong jie and the last time is a minor thing with me. what the shit. every time, just because we played a small joke with you, you have to get so pissed and dao the whole squad? please, terence have already told you you are not a king when you emo. no one would sympatise you for being emo anymore. i know we have been pleasing you the last few times when you were emo, but don't always presume we would do this everytime. so sorry.
I saw the strength of our squad that night. it was 15 of us, a solid 15 of us. i didn't expect that but yeah, all of you proved me wrong. thanks. you all had made this squad a wonderful squad for me. i guess all of us know it deep down in our hearts.
'You can't shake hands with a clenched fist.'
Posted by One Ice at 12:17 PM